Why?

1. This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it? Most likely.
2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be? Incestuous.
3. Were you happy when you woke up today? Sort of. I was too groggy to care.
4. When were you on the phone last? And with who? The day before yesterday, with my sister.
5. What are you excited for? Payday!
7. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you? My mother.
8. What's the last thing you put in your mouth? A Bolthouse fruit smoothie
9. Have a best friend? Yes.
10. Are you scared to fall in love? I'm not entirely sure I am capable of falling in love.
11. Do you think teenagers can be in love? Probably.
12. Last person you wanted to punch in the face? My brother-in-law.
13. What time is it right this second? 7:20 PM
14. What do you want right now? Something to eat.
15. Who was the last person you took a picture with? My cat?
16. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused? Single, and not interested.
17. When was the last time you cried? When I went to see my therapist.
18. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? The one that's still alive, yes.
19. Do you find it hard to trust others? Sort of.
20. How fast does your mind change? My mind is always racing.
21. I bet you miss somebody right now? I do.
22. Can you honestly say you're okay right now? I'm content.
23. Why do you think so many people cheat? Because of their own insecurities, and they don't know how to best communicate with the one they need to communicate with.
24. Tell me what's on your mind? This question.
25. What are you looking forward to in the next three months? State Fair!
26. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing? I'm a woman, I can wear whatever I damn well please.
27. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend? Midnight last night, before went to bed.
28. When is your next road trip? HA! Cause I have the money for that!
29. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to? Sort of, my cousin, Danny, but I haven't spoken to him in a while.
30. How's your heart? Beating.
31. Have you ever felt like you weren't important? All the time.
32. Do you think somebody's in love with you? Probably not.
33. What are you planning on doing after this? Logging into Skype to talk to
34. Next time you will kiss someone? Uh...
35. Have you told anybody you loved them today? Yes.
36. Who do you not get along with? Several family members.
37. What does your 3rd recent text say? I have no idea...
38. What are you wearing right now? Denim pencil skirt and gray Vera Wang tank top. (I got it from Goodwill.)
39. You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, how is it? Lonely, I've never kissed anyone, aside from family.
40. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese? About a month ago.
41. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now? I don't have favorite names.
42. How did you feel when you woke up? You asked something similar already.
43. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now? No.
44. Do you crack your knuckles? Yes, nervous habit.
45. What were you doing yesterday at midnight? Same thing we do every night, Pinky. Try to take over the world!! J/k, I was RPing with like I do every night.
46. What are your LEGAL initials? C.M.D.I.
47. Who's the first B in your contacts? I don't have any Bs.
48. When was the last time you laughed really hard? Yesterday, I was watching a comedian.
49. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them? No, I sit in my room and cry because I can't get to her.
50. Explain your last awkward moment? I don't remember.
51. Are you afraid of the dark? No, I'm not afraid of the dark. The dark is simple, it's harmless, it's merely the absence of the light. I am afraid sometimes of what might be lurking inside it, though.
52. Do you have good vision? No.
53. Have you ever tripped someone? Not on purpose, unless you count the time I tripped my sister with the Barbie convertible as revenge when I was 6.
54. Have you ever slapped someone? Besides my sister?
55. Are you Irish? Yes.
56. Do you use chap stick? Can't, I'm allergic to some of the ingredients.
57. Do you have any scars? Yes.
58. Is there someone you will never forgive? Yes.
59. Are you dating the person you last held hands with? No, that would be weird. The last person I held hands with was my mother!
60. Name the last person to text you? My sister, on the cell phone I share with my mother.
61. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you? Depends on who they are.
62. Can you go in public looking like you do? Yes.
63. Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a A? Never kissed anyone.
64. What side of the bed do you sleep on? The side that isn't against the wall.
65. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day? I'm not sure that day will ever come, so I have no idea.
66. Do you fall for people easily? No.
67. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days? Yes, if you count my mother when she hugs me.
68. Do you miss the way things used to be? Sometimes, depending on when exactly we're talking about that 'used to be'.
69. Song you're thinking of right now? Halestorm - I am the fire.
70. Want someone back in your life? Yes, but it's not going to happen.
71. Will tomorrow be better than today? I have no idea. I hope it's not worse.
72. What's the color of the shirt you are wearing? Gray, you asked me this already!
73. Who was the first friend that you had? I don't remember. I moved around a lot when I was younger, so I didn't make friends so easily.
74. Does it bother you when someone lies to you? Yes.
75. Is there anyone who understands your sexuality? No.
76. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced? No, not really, I take antidepressants. So, it's not natural but it's not forced either. A happy medium.
77. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you? No.
78. What do you wear when you sleep? A nightgown or over-sized T-shirt.
79. Are you obsessed with something/someone right now? All of my favorite fandoms.
80. The first person you loved is? N/A
81. Something terrible happened with you? Depends on what you mean by terrible.
82. You are locked up with someone you love, what happens? Depends on who it is I'm stuck with.
83. If you could wish something, what would it be? For my life to be easier, less worry and stress to cause physical manifestations that only make it worse.
84. Ever forced someone to do something? No.
85. When you are alone, what do you think about? A million things at once.
86. How was your first kiss? Never had one.
87. What's your favorite music genre? Heavy Metal.
88. Are you going to tag people to do this? No.